WEll, so much for all the happy happy joy joy crap! I sent that off, posted in my little bloggy places where it belonged & here, went to the grocery & health food store to get stuff for my granola & cappacino, which I’m making enough to share for my Christmas presents for several people & family, then promptly, swiftly and apparently with grace and ease from Marcus’s viewpoint, slipped on the ice and nearly broke my hip.

And oh, yeah, it’s the hip with the tumor. No I didn’t go get it x-rayed, yes I probably should but morphine is kicking the crap out of it. If I wake up tomorrow afternoon, and can’t move it, maybe then I’ll call the ER, but I’ll only do so if it really looks like it feels (which is pretty bad, let me tell you!) DANG IT! DANG IT! DANG IT! DANG IT! DANG IT!

Good thing there is not a single plan for tomorrow! Nada, nothing, zip, zero! Obviously I may not know what I’m doing, but God does. He planned a day of nothing and content, just in case I fell on my arse and was unable to do anything. Ain’t He such a nice guy?!!? Don’t ask if that’s humor or sarcasm, might get me in trouble, you know?

Eric & family are in Houston for the weekend. Karen is working tonight, so will sleep part of tomorrow then more tomorrow night, and be fresh for Christmas dinner with Marcus & I on Friday. So, tomorrow, if I want to I can stay in bed all day, I can, and after tonight’s unsuccessful flying lesson, I just might decide to.

WEll, out of all this, the on gleaming ray of hope and sunshine—–it doesn’t hurt (at this point) to sit in my computer chair, hopefully tomorrow, it will be no worse, and we will still be a go for me to get more proof pkgs out. Got extra prayers tonight and first thing in the morning, ease of hip pain is sure where I’m needing them directed. The rest of my back could use a little help too, since it kinda wrenched me around.

Gracious, why now? Not why me, quit asking that question of God about 7 years ago. But, his timing seems to be off a bit so many times. I don’t understand it, just why now, I got stuff to do, Lord, wait just a few more days, then roll me up in a ball and smash me for all I care, I’ll have plenty of time to heal!!! Are ya listening? Yeah, I know, you’ll pick me up at the next corner and we’ll take a drive for a bit while you take care of things. He’s like that, you know?

I used to think it was the greatest thing in the world to have God for my co-pilot! I mean what more could you ask for than the creator of life and all that is in it, to be giving you directions, and reading the map and letting you know when you were on or off course. Until one day, someone pointed out that it really would work better if I tradded places and let God be the PILOT not the CO-PILOT. Boy, what a dope! That works a whole lot better now, and I don’t have to start the day out by asking God what the plan is, He already knows!!!

I love all you people, and I am so glad that when I woke up a little bit ago, I knew exactly what would make me feel better. Get this off my chest, back and mostly my heart & hip

God’s Blessings to each of you, and Hugs and Love from me and mine to you and yours.

It’s officially Christmas morning!!! May you all have the best Christmas you would like to have. I’m sure I will Thanks for listening, I’m going back to lay down.

Sherry